useless me

lately i was wondering , how can people changed so fast . why i doesn't

realize . i smile while typing and reminds back the old me

and i was like " hey i've changed everything too i'm growing up "

tapii , still not enough k  . i nak jadi matang like others dengan diorang

punya pretty wavy hair , with  the high heels , natural make up . walking w/ the gorgeous girls
got skinny body and damn important is mature thinking

tapi i ? i takde tu semua . 

maybe situation i membesar lain dari diorang . i takde cousin yang

gila sama kepala serious takde what a pity " me "  . dan teringin nak jadi matured

tapi tak boleh . i still childish , even though  quite look matured la dari before ni .

 i dah 8teen 5august hari tu tapi rasa mcam masih 16teen .eh girls nowadays cantik-cantik kan

even age diorang baru 16teen 15teen nampak 

matang gilaa . i kagum dengan diorang cepat sangat matang . 

being gorgeous . but i don't mind

just stay real , i am who i am . i'll changing my self but it's take time kan

i'll do it slowly  

zippie wippie doo --'