i love you so much that it hurts my head .

tonight . at 11 : 30 . 12.13.2011 

i am felt like , i'm useless person . i'm cried without no one asking me why ?

because no one care bout me . all that i through i faced it alone . 

you know what is feel like ? its feel like  fuckin hurt , fuckin sick , fuckin dead . 

i really dont know why i'm feel like this . 

like its empty . my life is empty . empty without love 

 but my heart skips a beat . i can't stop it . 

how long , i've be someone who still waiting for your love . 

waiting you to take my hand and hug me tight and

tell me , imissyou how much u do . 

i'm such a fool , idiot , stupid because of you . 

why you made me felt like i wanna die . why u made me love you huh ?

YOU KNOW WHAT ? i miss you so bad . 

but i pretending that i never miss you . but into my deep hearts . its was you . 

last night , i'm crying again and again till i'm asleep . 

my tears disappear after i'm awoke . 

then , i'm smile . smile because i think i'm silly love
someone who doesn't love me anymore , my tears never changed anything .

and today , i open my facebook . i click your name . looked you at the picture 
too many girls out there , like you . 

then now i finally realized . i need to MOVE ON . run and run

 i can do it . yeah totally i can although its too hard .

i know i have nothing . i'm not perfect but a least i'm trying to make it  

PERFECT

i wouldn't forget about US . because you're my best thing , best moments . 
sorry that i love you . i'll try to let this love go . 
I PROMISE . pinky promise